title I got an email yesterday that was very encouraging, but I think I need to write it up to share with everyone.
I had a couple of things I wanted to talk about.
First, I thought I would post it here.
Second, I want to share a question that is on my mind.
For some of you, the answer may be a little hard to grasp, but it is the question I am asking myself as I go through my autopsy.
If I were to open up my autopsy book to a person reading this, they would not see what I see.
What is your answer to this question?
I am not sure what I would say to a doctor that asked me this question.
This question is one that has been on my to-do list for some time.
My body has not been able to process the pain that has taken hold of me over the last few weeks.
But, for those of you who don’t know, it is a pain that comes from my brain shutting down, and it is one of the few things that has not yet completely subsided.
The brain is like a computer.
It has a lot of resources, but at the same time it also has a finite number of instructions.
When I go to my computer and type in a command, the computer gets it all.
The computer knows exactly what I want it to do.
And that is what is happening with my brain right now.
I am trying to figure out what to do with that limited capacity.
While I have been having problems with my mind, I have also been having some issues with my body.
During the last two weeks, I noticed my blood pressure is down and I have not had a fever.
After I went to the doctor, I was told that I was having some type of migraine, but they said that I have a history of migraines.
So, I am not exactly sure what to make of that.
There is also a problem with my memory.
I have trouble remembering names, dates, and things that were important to me.
Last night, I woke up and went to bed.
As I went through my morning routine, I found that my phone was on silent mode.
It seems to be the way my brain works.
If I want a call to go out, I open the phone.
If the phone is off, I will try to turn it on.
These are all issues that I need answers to.
At the moment, I don’t have any information on what is causing this.
Right now, my only hope is that my body will come to a point where it is able to deal with the pain.
If this happens, I could be able to get some answers for myself.
I would like to think that if I was able to survive for a little while longer, I would be able get answers.
In the meantime, I plan on writing this down in a journal.
I will keep this journal open and I will update it regularly.
Thank you for reading and I hope you have enjoyed it.